Quiting the Spring Play

Everyone keeps asking me why I quit the spring play this year. I quit because I couldnt handle being there anymore, the stress, and I didnt have a part. I couldnt handle it because I felt like crap everyday there because of my friends. After being criticized and excluded by my friends I couldn't take it anymore. It became too stressfull to be there that for my last two practices I attended I left barely holding it together. Only to burst into tears as I steped outside. I didn't have a part so I could quit this play without too much regret. But I will always regret quitting what I love. So now you Know.

Friendship War

I feel so hurt inside.
I know part of my heart has died.
I see Miranda with her boy and Rachel with Tyler.
I don't fit in with them anymore.
Life is hard when your in a friendship war.

Miranda, I understand why you quit the spring play.
But it somehow hurts me in a small way.
You don't talk to me anymore,
and now I'm without a friendship Lure.

Tyler, You still don't trust me after that one fight.
All the hurt full words you continue to recite,
Make me feel messed up inside.
I don't like this friendship ride.

Rachel, Its obvious you don't give a damn about me.
I see now that you don't want there to be room for three.
Your comfortable about excluding me.
I cant afford this friendship fee.

Can I still call you guys my friends, If I feel this way?
True friends wouldn't make my feelings disarray.
I guess you guys just don't like me anymore.
At least its an end to this friendship war.