backwards ~ spɹɐʍʞɔɐq

We are a family of lies.
A family where there are never happy hello's,
but ecstatic goodbyes.
Grudges created before my time
still hold strong.
I wonder how long this has been going on.

It saddens me to see everyone cry.
She feels abandoned and betrayed.
and her daughter created problems to big for a band aid.
this isn't a pretty immediate family shade.

People were never meant to feel this way.
Its not god's intention,
for families to have this much tension.
Constant fighting from secrets,
and apologies from guilt.

No wonder our souls are starting to wilt.

I realize that none of this is from intention.
but we need a family intervention.
I wonder if that day will ever come.
Hopefully this backwards family will succumb

Love Stain

A heart races; the mind runs
and you smile.
Almost as if you knew how this felt.
Your a charmer
and you know it.
I cant stop liking you.
Its torture.
Your lovely voice,
is pure delight.
Your teasing eyes,
very tempting.
I want your smile.
Ive wanted it for years.
While this pain persists
you just keep charming me.
But every now and then you look at me.
And that's worth the pain.
Your my love stain.